To be honest, I'm not even sure of myself at the moment. Some days I feel so sure about myself, then some days I don't. Some days I am so determined, some days I feel so exhausted. Some days I feel so carefree, and some days, I feel like I'm just lying to myself. I guess I'm only human, right?
Feelings are so complex that I'll never, ever get the hang of it. I know I'm not hung up on anyone or anything. That, I'm clear. What got me for the past few weeks is my heart. It felt cold and quiet. There's no raging storm. I couldn't tell if I actually numbed my heart, or is this how I truly am? I realised that I can't cry anymore–not that I want to–and I'm not quite sure if this is normal?
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