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Monday, August 3, 2015

5:05

Excessive thinking A.K.A. late night thoughts has been such a norm for me these days and I don't even have an explanation to why. It's been uncountable times whereby I wished I wasn't a female, or at least not a typical kind of female that tends to overthink on unnecessary stuff. Because who wouldn't be happier if they have lesser problems, or in my case, lesser thoughts, to worry about, right? 

To me, my mind feels like a little kid, constantly being so curious about human beings and the way they react and behave on certain events. I like to find an explanation, solution or anything that is alternative to why people have such responses rather than just the judgemental kind of view towards them. Moreover I especially like to try to solve myself out on why I behave differently towards different people. And often too many times I thought I've got myself figured out and even thought that I have an explanation on why I behave like that, but then I guess I'm not some extreme mind reader and I'm actually just overthinking, again. 

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