I've mentioned that I'm someone that's bad with people's departures in my life, especially those that were once closed with me. Moving on takes a while for me and I'm unsure of the arrival of that day but I know that I'll definitely be able to move on one day...
I'm not a robot nor a saint, I've hurt people and I've been hurt. Being hurt was a feeling I used to get often in the past so much I honestly think it did a massive amount of damage to me. However, tables turned, and I ended up being the one throwing daggers at people. For what reasons? I'm not quite sure really. To protect myself? Or am I afraid? Too often I think of my behaviour and I feel like laughing to myself because I'm fully aware of how being hurt feels like but yet I go around doing it to others. Is it fair to do that? Do they deserve it? Answer: No. They don't deserve my bullshit, and me on the other hand don't deserve their time nor patience.
Some times I feel like I'm a sad excuse of a human.
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