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For those that didn't had a clue, I actually started school back in May this year. I took a whole year off from school to venture out a little more in the working industry. It had been a good one year although my very much wanted traveling plans was not included in the year break. I saw a little more of the working world and I am pretty damn sure I don't want to get myself stuck into the working life, yet. There are still so much in life that I want to make sure I fulfil them before I get my future fixed. I really hate to be tied down right now.

I haven't mentioned that I'm still working as well, right? Well sadly, I still am. Right now I'm juggling both full-time work and school simultaneously. Words can't even describe how fucking exhausted I am every fucking single day. I am tired everyday when I wake up and even on days that I am not working, I have work to do. On days that I have school or assignments, I have to still complete my work first. Adding on, with my work place so badly lacking of staff for the past four months or so, all the full-timers including myself have to work extra hours and days... 

What's making me more pissed is some people that come asking me, "Oh you only have one day of school? That's so easy and relax!" Well fuck you, friend. Why not you try taking a degree and working full-time with so much load on you every single day? I don't even have a proper time to study. There are days I kept pondering on why the hell am I making my own life miserable by working then reality reminded me that there's no such thing as free money. 

Then on the days I just want to head out and spend the day with my loved ones people come saying, "Whoa, damn free huh!" Hey buddy, see the middle finger on my hand? It's waving at you. Can't I take damn break from work and school? And it's not like that whole day I will be completely free of work anyway because I am never free from work for once since a year ago. 

My life is completely fucked. I just want to sleep.