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I'm aware that my blog is pretty much empty and no visuals at all. So here's a few!

It's a special day!

Happy 2nd Anniversary, my dearest boy. 

This is for you:

Thankful for you, my dearest one. You taught me how to love and you showered me with plenty of love.

For 18 years in my life, other than loving my family and friends, I've never loved someone else. Love wasn't my priority and I don't see the need for love at all. Maybe with the exceptional of one, which happened at the wrong time, or should I say, because I wasn't brave enough to fight for what I wanted. It was one of my regret in life, but I moved on unknowingly with the help of you. I honestly never expected that I will be here together with you and even more, lasting a whole 2 years. 

You may not be the most good looking guy or smartest one but you make me happy, you make me smile with your annoying actions and you accepted me for me. That, is enough for me to love you unconditionally. 

To be honest, I only agreed to go on a relationship with you because I felt that after 18 years in my life, I should start trying to get into a relationship just in case in the future I'm someone that's "left on the shelf." I'm glad I agreed now because I've grown a lot from this relationship. 

I'm sorry for everything in the past that I've put us through especially the very first few months. I was immature and very demanding (not that I'm not now), but you stayed. We fought for this relationship to work out and gave each other chances. We learnt how to give and take and learnt how to understand each other. I'm so thankful for all the times you give in me to whenever I get emotional and throw all the shits at you. 

I'm blessed to have you by my side for these 2 years. We cannot see the future so I'll just take hold of whatever I have with you right now and cherish it well. No matter what may happen and come in between us, at least I know that I have loved and you were the one that taught me how. 

Happy anniversary, Hun. xo