Well if you've realized, all my previous posts are all gone... Ask me why, I'd tell you that I've thought through and think that it'd be better if I leave my old posts behind in my old blog, thus having a new start here. Initially I wanted to keep all the recent posts I wrote since I've shifted blog but my itchy fingers accidentally delete them as well and I don't even have a backup of those which really frustrates me so bad, ugh. I put in so much effort on the post I wrote about missing my secondary school life and friends... Now it's all gone. Poof. Nothing. I'm going to sit in a corner and bawl my eyes out...
Yeah, I'm just trying to make a joke. I won't cry over it but yes, I feel guilty I've lost that post because I really do miss my secondary school acquaintances and friends... Nevertheless, things happen for a reason so yup, I'm gonna suck on my thumb.
Only recently I realized that my poly life is coming to an end and it suck so bad to slowly digest the damn truth. How is it possible that two and a half years just went by so quickly? I hate the fact that after this, I'm officially going to step out to see the real world. That is unless I go back studying, which is an option I might wanna consider hmm...
I really wish time could turn back and let me go through being a teen again. I have too many regrets on hands that sometimes linger around my head non-stop. I don't want to plan, I just want to escape... x
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