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Tuesday, August 19, 2014

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Honestly, I forgot I had a blog until last night when I saw the link on my twitter profile. But anyways, even if I do remember that I own a blog, I doubt I will update frequently. My life right now is literally just work, eat, sleep and date. I rarely got any time to play with my puppy or have a meal with my family. Am I feeling guilty about it? Yes, of course I am.

However, I was the one that opted for this life so I cannot blame anyone else but myself. I originally wanted this no-life life because I wanted to keep myself occupied instead of just lazing around at home or let my thoughts wander off. Who would have thought that the moment I agreed to this, I found the better half...

He makes me a better person, he forgives me for all that I have done, he accepted me for who I was, he pampers me like a little kid, he constantly showers me with his amazing care and concern, he motivates me whenever I feel down, he makes sure I get home safe every night, he reminds me to eat all of my meals even though I still forget, he always warms me up when I'm feeling cold, he gives me advices when I am lost, he makes me smile when completely nothing is going my way on that day... He does a whole lot of sweet things for me but all in all, he fills up all the gaps that I have and he makes me whole. He is my sun, my gem, my best and the one that I am most proud to call mine. 

I honestly didn't plan on falling in love any time soon but it just happened. He is the best damn thing  I ever had and I don't think that I will ever let him to have a chance to slip out of my life. Sorry brad but you're gonna be stuck with me for a long, long time.

Thank you for loving me, thank you for that swipe (hahahahaha), thank you for the first transform date, thank you for being the most amazing and sweetest person that I ever met, thank you for the faith and trust that you had in me, thank you for not giving up when I felt that I couldn't give you anything at all, thank you for holding on to me and thank you, for being you. You are gold, baby.

1st, I love you most xo



(this whole post is for you, be honoured hehehe)

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