01:18

Then I thought through, and I realised that maybe 'the one' that I thought existed, actually don't exist at all. Maybe I was just caught up with books and movies on how the characters almost always get their fairytale ending with 'the one' and I thought that I'd have mine as well. 

Now, I'm pretty affirmative that I didn't meet 'the one', I was just too caught up with the whole sappy love stories. I was naive. Was. But that doesn't mean I am not now. I still am, but I've learnt some hard lessons over the months.

There are people that I have disappointed greatly and I am truly apologetic to, but some things are unreversable, such as time and choices. I always believed in the phrase 'things happen for a reason', to some people it just seemed like a stupid phrase because like duh obviously it happens for a reason. But I choose to see things a little different. I feel that there is a purpose for everything that happened and not just 'duh it needs to happen'. If it doesn't make sense to you, I can't do much about it.

For a short while, I became someone I never thought I'd be. I was a horrible person and I meant like a really horrible one. I am thankful for this particular person, for changing me, for guiding me out of that dark place. I see a glimpse of light at the end of the tunnel now. Thank you, really, for being so amazing. If you ever chance upon this, you'll definitely know who you are without a doubt. 

Here's to better days ahead, cheers xo