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Tuesday, January 7, 2014

13:05

Another year is here, which means I'm turning twenty-one at the end of this year... Oh no :(

Alright anyways, I haven't been updating a whole lot because I just couldn't get the time to sit down and organize my thoughts to come up with a really decent post including right now, because I'm currently at my workplace's office blogging since I have got no tasks on hand (except for my 2k words final report...).

Just wanted to do a really quick update on my life!

My 20th birthday passed not long ago and no, I didn't have a huge fanciful party or any sort of party. I spent the day with my boyfriend, watching a movie and dining together. Really simple day. Work (which is aka internship) has been really fine so far. I'm down with 14 days of working days and I'll be officially done with my poly life.

Shit, time flies too fast. It finally hits me now that I'm so near to the real world soon. Being an adult, working and supporting myself financially... The feeling is overwhelming. In the past when I was younger, I wished time could stop just so that I could relax for a short little while. Right now, it became so often for me to hope that time could stop and let me take a break away from life. Does it mean I'm finally feeling the pressure?

I don't know.

Human emotions is something that I'll never, ever get to understand because it is so flipping complicated. Whoever created humans, feelings and thoughts, I'm so amazed by your creation. You're amazing, but I can't say positively that I like you because you sure brought the human race a whole lot of complications!
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So, my chain of thoughts broke off, yet again.

I'll try to keep them together longer the next time so you dear readers (that maybe don't exist) can have something longer to read on.

x

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