05:32

Hey. 

I was just done (almost) with my final report for my internship! And honestly, I think I can write well. Not like super awesome kind of well but just, well. It'd be better if I knew how to utilize even more profound words but it's a pity my vocab capacity got a limit of how long I am able to remember the word and it's meaning. 

And I realized too that, if I want to write well with a really good long essay, I can too. It's depending on how hardworking I choose to be, or not! I'm not trying to show off right now but... You know once in a while you get to realize that actually you're good in something that mind if feeling? Yeah... I'm having that right now. 

Also, when I say write, I don't literally meant holding a pen and paper. I can't write like that. I can write well most only by typing. That's because I have a whole lot of thoughts inside my head that are jumbled all around. It takes some time for me to get them back into place and write decently. It takes me a long time to write a decent essay because of how messy my mind is. 

Well, there's a exception of course! I can do a pretty ok essay/post as well in a short period of time, BUT on the circumstances that I am in the mood to do so. Example, I experienced something really so incredible that my thoughts are super focused on it or if I have a lot of anger in me that I need to release it all at once. You see, I write best when it comes to my feelings and thoughts. I am rarely able to write imaginative stuffs because my imagination never stays focus on one direction, but every other direction. I'm not quite sure if any of you could understand that, but yeah, that's how I work? 

If any of you happened to know the app "Wattpad", I just wanted to say that I'm always amazed by those writers that could write all those fantasy stories because I most certainly can't. And of course, I'm only talking about the good writers here. Not those that rarely even put punctuation marks and have a whole freaking chunk of dialogues in one chapter... That is just, ugh. 

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Well, well. I wrote a pretty decent entry, didn't I?

See, this is what I meant when I say I can write well most when my mind is focused on something and when I feel like writing! 

Alright, the sun is going to rise in an hour or so... I'd better get to bed right now! So exhausted. 

Goodnight x